Saturday, November 1, 2008

Pandora's Box.

Hey blogger bitchez,



I feel really stupid right now. Why?


Let me tell ya, babies.


So there is this guy; and I really really like him. (Well, there are a few guys I really really like, but that's not the point.) Anyway, I really really like(d) him, and I thought I was FINALLY getting him to warm up to me...but I, as always, was VASTLY, VASTLY WRONG. Even though he hasnt declared to me yet, I know he's gay. I wasn't sure whether or not he was seeing someone, but I thought for a while, he was. But after I knew this boy was SINGLE, I was really happy; I thought I had a chance. After having this stupid idea in my head for the LONGEST TIME, I recently checked on whether of not he was still single:

Relationship Status: Single
Looking For: Friendship.
Needless to say, I was a little crushed. But for some reason, I still felt sort of good. It was like that Greek myth; Pandora unleashes all the negatives in the word, but at the bottom of her box, there was still one thing; Hope.

I still have Hope.
I'll always have Hope.
I mean, I thought this guy was special, but there are still tons out there. I know not all of them will be in to me too, but they're still out there somewhere. Maybe this just wasn't meant to be, but there has to be someone who is. That being so comforting, who has the time to mope over one person?

2 comments:

Jenny said...

Christopher let me start by saying that you are such a woman, and i mean that in the most loving way possible.

If this is about who i think it is you crack me up. Pandora wasn't running around chasing boys hunny.
<3 Think about something else... and they'll come to you. Just look hot while you're thinking about whatever it is you're thinking about. :] :] :]

♫ChristopherxChaos♫ said...

No, it's not about him.
But someone else.

and the Pandora reference meant, "Out of everything bad, there is something good. Hope is a good moral? ETC"

thank you dahhlllinng.
Mittens=LOVE.