I don't know why i'm blogging.

I really have no desire to bitch and moan about my lack of boyfriend anymore. So I won't.

I'm gonna put this in the back of my mind for now.
I just wish this one guy knew how I feel about him.
Oh well.
finding someone doesn't seem as important now as it did before.
I dunno what happened, but I decided I don't care as much anymore.

This is so amazing.

I go on Youtbe a lot, and I see some pretty amazing things.
This is a series of Ads created by GLSEN to urge people to not say "That's so Gay".





This is awesome.
=)

The inner ramblings of a love struck teen.

Honestly, I am so fucking depressed.

I hate being depressed; I love to be wild and fun.
But this whole "love struck blues" thing is getting me down.

MAJORLY.


Honestly. I spend way too much time worrying about finding someone.
I really wonder if I have some kind of affection complex.
But for reals, Bloggers; I was hugged enough as a child.
So maybe I'm NOT crazy.
Heh.

I've gotten to the point where when I see happy couples, I can't barely handle it anymore.
Well, not all happy couples. I can stand to be around my friends and their significant others, but honestly, when I see two people I don't know laughing and holding hands, frankly, it pisses me off.

Every single guy i've ever been attracted to is either:

A)Straight
B)Oblivious
C) Obviously not interested.
D) So deep in the closet that they're finding Christmas presents.


Lucky me!
Nahhhhtttt.

I really wonder if I'll ever find someone special.
It doesn't seem to be going that way.


I'm done.
I'm afraid that if I continue, I'll seem like more of a desperate loser than you previously thought.
Hahaha.
...well, not really.


Thanks for reading my foxy blog babes,
Chris.

I FAIL. IFAILIFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAIL,

I remember telling you all that I'm done looking for a relationship?

GUESS WHAT?

I failed.
I tried to get this one person to notice me today.
I don't even know if it worked.
But I feel like terrible for breaking my promise to myself.

Oh well, I can always keep trying.

Tah Tah my blogger dahlings!
-Chris.

Barack Obama is my Epic Hero.

Bahahahaa.

WIN.

WINWINWINWINWINWINWINWIN.
FOR OBAMA.

I love this video with a passion.
Even if Obama had no hand in creating it, he's still my hero for being the star.

I've Decided.

Howd'ya 'do, blog partner?,


I'm in such a good mood right now!

I have just made an AMAZING realization. I've spent ALL this time obsessing about how and when I could meet a boy, and I never really considered WHY I needed one so badly.

I guess the realization I've made is, that I don't really NEED a boyfriend.
It'd be great if I met someone, but I'm not going to sit around and wait for someone to make me happy. I felt so pathetic, just sitting around and waiting for someone to find me; I'm just gonna let anything that happens happen. I'm not going to search for something, especially if it's not there.


=)

On that note; If there are any beautiful men out there, look me up dahlings! I'm not picky. =)

Peace, Love, and Polka Dots,
-Chris!

Pandora's Box.

Hey blogger bitchez,



I feel really stupid right now. Why?


Let me tell ya, babies.


So there is this guy; and I really really like him. (Well, there are a few guys I really really like, but that's not the point.) Anyway, I really really like(d) him, and I thought I was FINALLY getting him to warm up to me...but I, as always, was VASTLY, VASTLY WRONG. Even though he hasnt declared to me yet, I know he's gay. I wasn't sure whether or not he was seeing someone, but I thought for a while, he was. But after I knew this boy was SINGLE, I was really happy; I thought I had a chance. After having this stupid idea in my head for the LONGEST TIME, I recently checked on whether of not he was still single:

Relationship Status: Single

Looking For: Friendship.

Needless to say, I was a little crushed. But for some reason, I still felt sort of good. It was like that Greek myth; Pandora unleashes all the negatives in the word, but at the bottom of her box, there was still one thing; Hope.

I still have Hope.
I'll always have Hope.
I mean, I thought this guy was special, but there are still tons out there. I know not all of them will be in to me too, but they're still out there somewhere. Maybe this just wasn't meant to be, but there has to be someone who is. That being so comforting, who has the time to mope over one person?