Hey Blogger bitches!
This blog isn't one of my usual blogs; I'm treating this post more like an internet diary.
I just had some thoughts I wanted to get out. I really like this idea my friend Gabe had. for Messengers of Bohemia, he suggested an Idea called the "Dear You" program. Basically, you write an anonymous message to someone else, about anything you want, (Well, within reason....no threats! I do NOT want to be stuck in a room for 4 hours again!) and you put it into a community box with everyone else's messages. The anonymous messages get posted at a later date, so you can still get your feelings out, and it will be confidential!
Anyways.
I decided a minute ago that I wanted to write one to a certain someone i think is VERY special.
I'm so cheesy.
Dear you,
I have had a crush on you for a while now. Everytime I see you, I smile.
You seem so great; You're intelligent, kind, and amazingly deep.
Under your first level, I can see how amazingly deep and thoughtful you are.
I'm almost sure it would never happen between us, but I would be so lucky if it did.
I wish I had the courage to just walk up and talk to you;
But I don't. =\
-Chris.
I'm so cheesy.
Hahaha.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Bullets and Broomstick Baseball.
Hey my blogger babies!,
Today was a very..."unusual" day at good ole' BHS. I was sitting in Vocal Ensemble, signing in the choir like a good little chorus boy, hen suddenly we hear an announcement:
"All teachers and students are to go into LOCK-DOWN MODE IMMEDIATELY".
So we did.
We locked the doors, and we waited for ANYONE to give us some info about what the FUCK was going on:
20 minutes go by.
Nothin'.
So, our dear Ms.Pilanen, being the dedicated educator that she is, decides to go on with class. So we sing sing sing, and sing some more:
Oh look, it's "lunchtime"
Still no word.
AND THEN.......
Text messages start flying into people's phones; concerned parents wanting to know if their kid is alright, friends debating rumors on who did what, friends from other schools wanting to know "the scoop"
...Still no word.
So then, with the amazing people in my Vocal Ensemble class, we decide to ditch the whole singing thing.
So we just screwed around for the remaining 3 hours.
It was actually pretty fun.
Mama P. got into fooling around with us (She said we could call he Mama P....I think. Look, she was telling a story about it, and I just got the impression it was cool to call her Mama P....so I will i guess.) , and we all seemed to be having a good time. We played some good old fashioned stick (well, it was technically a broom...) Ball, did a little musical improv., and just generally had a good time.
The really nice part though, was when she said she would protect us from any harm.
She said it as part of a joke, but we all knew she was serious.
That's why Mama Pilanen=Amazingness.
She's so nice. She's like, one of my favorite teachers ever.
Especially in the beginning, when she told us to all bunch up, I felt as though we were, well, sort of a family. It was really, really nice.
All in all, I think this whole ordeal was really beneficial.
I it was really nice to see that sense of community.
Even though it sucked to be trapped in one room for 4 hours, I couldn't ask for better people to be trapped with.
What is Beverly and the surrounding community saying about Lockdown O8?
"Beverly has had poor discipline in the public schools for years. That's why we moved and put our kids in the Hamilton-Wenham Regional High School. The real estate taxes are almost double Beverly's and worth every penny for a quality, safe educational environment."
Okay, whoever this Anna woman is, she needs to not bash Beverly. YOU pulled YOUR kids out of Beverly Schools, and you're obviously overjoyed to not be part of the system anymore. So leave Beverly Schools to ITS OWN business, and try to combat the Marijuana issues that YOU are having in YOUR OWN TOWN.
Thanks Anna!
_______________________
Personally, I think this was all a plot by Gloucester to get revenge after we tooled on their prostitots.
JUST KIDDING.
(okay, by now you're either glaring at the screen in contempt, or you're laughing hysterically...lets hope for the latter)
Today was a very..."unusual" day at good ole' BHS. I was sitting in Vocal Ensemble, signing in the choir like a good little chorus boy, hen suddenly we hear an announcement:
"All teachers and students are to go into LOCK-DOWN MODE IMMEDIATELY".
So we did.
We locked the doors, and we waited for ANYONE to give us some info about what the FUCK was going on:
20 minutes go by.
Nothin'.
So, our dear Ms.Pilanen, being the dedicated educator that she is, decides to go on with class. So we sing sing sing, and sing some more:
Oh look, it's "lunchtime"
Still no word.
AND THEN.......
Text messages start flying into people's phones; concerned parents wanting to know if their kid is alright, friends debating rumors on who did what, friends from other schools wanting to know "the scoop"
...Still no word.
So then, with the amazing people in my Vocal Ensemble class, we decide to ditch the whole singing thing.
So we just screwed around for the remaining 3 hours.
It was actually pretty fun.
Mama P. got into fooling around with us (She said we could call he Mama P....I think. Look, she was telling a story about it, and I just got the impression it was cool to call her Mama P....so I will i guess.) , and we all seemed to be having a good time. We played some good old fashioned stick (well, it was technically a broom...) Ball, did a little musical improv., and just generally had a good time.
The really nice part though, was when she said she would protect us from any harm.
She said it as part of a joke, but we all knew she was serious.
That's why Mama Pilanen=Amazingness.
She's so nice. She's like, one of my favorite teachers ever.
Especially in the beginning, when she told us to all bunch up, I felt as though we were, well, sort of a family. It was really, really nice.
All in all, I think this whole ordeal was really beneficial.
I it was really nice to see that sense of community.
Even though it sucked to be trapped in one room for 4 hours, I couldn't ask for better people to be trapped with.
What is Beverly and the surrounding community saying about Lockdown O8?
"Beverly has had poor discipline in the public schools for years. That's why we moved and put our kids in the Hamilton-Wenham Regional High School. The real estate taxes are almost double Beverly's and worth every penny for a quality, safe educational environment."
Okay, whoever this Anna woman is, she needs to not bash Beverly. YOU pulled YOUR kids out of Beverly Schools, and you're obviously overjoyed to not be part of the system anymore. So leave Beverly Schools to ITS OWN business, and try to combat the Marijuana issues that YOU are having in YOUR OWN TOWN.
Thanks Anna!
_______________________
Personally, I think this was all a plot by Gloucester to get revenge after we tooled on their prostitots.
JUST KIDDING.
(okay, by now you're either glaring at the screen in contempt, or you're laughing hysterically...lets hope for the latter)
Monday, October 27, 2008
I'm pretty pathetic when it comes to love.
It's probably obvious, but I am just the most hopeless romantic you will ever meet in your life. I think a lot about love, and I really want to meet somebody special, and I'll hopefully meet someone amazing really soon...or who knows, maybe I'll find something with someone I already know.
Anyway..
I talk a lot about things like this with my good friend Sarah (Mittens). She INSISTS that I have a type; I really don't think I have a certain type that I fall for. However there are certain things that I find really attractive:
1. Guys with nice smiles
2. Good with children/friendly.
3. Tender, not overly aggressive.
4. Deep, possibly artistic.
5. Tall (not really important, but I love it when guys are the same height or taller than me)
6.Stubble! Stubble is SO FUCKING HOT.
Does that really constitute a type?
Sarah says I have a thing for "Slightly preppies", but I dunno.
;-)
Peace and Love, and TTFN dahlings!
Chris
Anyway..
I talk a lot about things like this with my good friend Sarah (Mittens). She INSISTS that I have a type; I really don't think I have a certain type that I fall for. However there are certain things that I find really attractive:
1. Guys with nice smiles
2. Good with children/friendly.
3. Tender, not overly aggressive.
4. Deep, possibly artistic.
5. Tall (not really important, but I love it when guys are the same height or taller than me)
6.Stubble! Stubble is SO FUCKING HOT.
Does that really constitute a type?
Sarah says I have a thing for "Slightly preppies", but I dunno.
;-)
Peace and Love, and TTFN dahlings!
Chris
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
I've been thinking a lot lately.
So today, everyone in BHS was expected to go to this "Rachel's Challenge" (Seminar?.. I don't think that would be the best word), but anyway; it was this absolutely touching Presentation about the first girl to die in Columbine. I was really touched, and amazed by her views on human ethics, and I just remeber thinking, "If everyone did these things, the world would be a better place."
I considered myslef to be good person. I think that I'm generally nice and friendly with everyone; but I know I'm not perfect. I know I take a long time to forgive people, and I know I get upset with people too easily sometimes. I want to work on that.
Other than forgiveness, I think I try really hard to show love, help others, lead, and show mercy. I think mercy is one of the most beautiful things a person can have. I mean, mercy is having complete mental/emotional dominance over someone, and being a big enough person to not use that advantage. If you're ever in the position where someone is at your mercy, you have an edge over them; but the beauty lies deeper. Being able to give up that edge makes you strong and beautiful as a human being.
Another thing the people talked about was the importance of setting goals. I decided I wanted to write down some goals on my blog, just so I won't lose sight of them:
( )1. Save someone's life.
( )2. Have someone remember me from somewhere, even though I haven't seen them in years.
( )3. Fall in love with someone I'm crazy about.
(X) 4. Give to Charity.
( ) 5. Make someone cry tears of joy.
( ) 6. Live on in word or memory after my death.
( ) 7. Be married to ONE person for life.
( ) 8. Help/Save a child in need.
( ) 9. Work in Music/theatre, or education.
( ) 10. Teach people against hate.
( ) 11. Adopt a child in need.
=]
I'm done for now.
Tah-Tah my Blog babes,
Chris <3
I considered myslef to be good person. I think that I'm generally nice and friendly with everyone; but I know I'm not perfect. I know I take a long time to forgive people, and I know I get upset with people too easily sometimes. I want to work on that.
Other than forgiveness, I think I try really hard to show love, help others, lead, and show mercy. I think mercy is one of the most beautiful things a person can have. I mean, mercy is having complete mental/emotional dominance over someone, and being a big enough person to not use that advantage. If you're ever in the position where someone is at your mercy, you have an edge over them; but the beauty lies deeper. Being able to give up that edge makes you strong and beautiful as a human being.
Another thing the people talked about was the importance of setting goals. I decided I wanted to write down some goals on my blog, just so I won't lose sight of them:
( )1. Save someone's life.
( )2. Have someone remember me from somewhere, even though I haven't seen them in years.
( )3. Fall in love with someone I'm crazy about.
(X) 4. Give to Charity.
( ) 5. Make someone cry tears of joy.
( ) 6. Live on in word or memory after my death.
( ) 7. Be married to ONE person for life.
( ) 8. Help/Save a child in need.
( ) 9. Work in Music/theatre, or education.
( ) 10. Teach people against hate.
( ) 11. Adopt a child in need.
=]
I'm done for now.
Tah-Tah my Blog babes,
Chris <3
Monday, October 20, 2008
Ode to Sarah Nesbitt
Hey-hey, my blogging babies!
I'm sitting in Ms.Regans room right now,and I probably should be reviewing for my VERY FIRST AP WORLD TEST! YAY! Nahhhhhhht. But anyway, Ms. Regan is awesome, and I feel the need to honor her in my blog. She's pretty freakin' gangstuh, if I do say so myself.
=D
But anyway.
I have no idea what else to blog about.
There is discussion going around the room about dissection, and cool stuff like that.
Anyway.
Sarah suggested that I blog about her.
So I shall.
Sarah Nesbitt is pretty awesome.
She's a total gangster and and is highly respected in the grocery store community.
I digress, yet again.
I honestly think I have issues holding attention to one thing for long.
Except Sarah Nesbitt; she's freaking awesome.
Ms. Regan too.
=D
Ta-ta for now dahlings,
Chris!
Oh, just by the way, I only have ONE Follower;Sarah Nesbitt.
Like a said, Totally freakin' awesome.
That girl like=Love.
She's like a lady Jesus.
Only more awesome.
I'm sitting in Ms.Regans room right now,and I probably should be reviewing for my VERY FIRST AP WORLD TEST! YAY! Nahhhhhhht. But anyway, Ms. Regan is awesome, and I feel the need to honor her in my blog. She's pretty freakin' gangstuh, if I do say so myself.
=D
But anyway.
I have no idea what else to blog about.
There is discussion going around the room about dissection, and cool stuff like that.
Anyway.
Sarah suggested that I blog about her.
So I shall.
Sarah Nesbitt is pretty awesome.
She's a total gangster and and is highly respected in the grocery store community.
I digress, yet again.
I honestly think I have issues holding attention to one thing for long.
Except Sarah Nesbitt; she's freaking awesome.
Ms. Regan too.
=D
Ta-ta for now dahlings,
Chris!
Oh, just by the way, I only have ONE Follower;Sarah Nesbitt.
Like a said, Totally freakin' awesome.
That girl like=Love.
She's like a lady Jesus.
Only more awesome.
Friday, October 10, 2008
Annoying things..PART TWO.
Number 15.
Having really awesome, far out, amazing, like genius ideas..........
..and forgetting what they were when you feel its most important to say them.
________________________
Number 14.
The obviousness on some of the things taught in a driver's manual.
"For our next lesson, we'll learn the significance of a STOP sign. What does one do at a STOP sign?"
I don't know...I generally just wait for pedestrians and run them down when they attempt to cross the street. .....Oh wait, no. I think one STOPS at a STOP sign, though I may be mistaken.
________________________
Number 13.
People who talk unnessicerily softly or calmly.
Seriously, quit it.
it creeps me out. X(
_______________________
Number 12.
Having really good Ideas that fail when put into practice.
_________________________
Number 11.
When people question if I am legitimately on my highschool's Dance Team.
Why yes, I am.
______________________
Number 10.
Sequels*
_______________________
Number 9.
People who like MIA because of Pineapple Express.
That movie looks like crap, and MIA could have done a LOT better.
____________________________________
Eight!?
The fact that i neve see Jenny Usovicz any more, AND she doesn't update her blog!
(Honestly Jenny, Face-stalking can only tell me so much.) ....(I don't really Face-Stalk people...well one except that one time.)
______________________________________
Number 9-2=?
The fact that I can no longer get creative with my "annoyance" count down.
____________________________________
Number 6.
Theater bitches.
I mean, there are a lit of legitimately nice theater people, but a large percentage of them are diva, "i'm so much better than you despte the fact I suck" Hoes. I don't care if you can hit a G without going into Falsetto. I don't care if you have a 3 octave range. (because I have a 3 and a half, and I can hit a Bb.......BITCH.)
Ps. If you can find the ironic statement in this blog, and tell me what it is... I'll like, love you forever.
Having really awesome, far out, amazing, like genius ideas..........
..and forgetting what they were when you feel its most important to say them.
________________________
Number 14.
The obviousness on some of the things taught in a driver's manual.
"For our next lesson, we'll learn the significance of a STOP sign. What does one do at a STOP sign?"
I don't know...I generally just wait for pedestrians and run them down when they attempt to cross the street. .....Oh wait, no. I think one STOPS at a STOP sign, though I may be mistaken.
________________________
Number 13.
People who talk unnessicerily softly or calmly.
Seriously, quit it.
it creeps me out. X(
_______________________
Number 12.
Having really good Ideas that fail when put into practice.
_________________________
Number 11.
When people question if I am legitimately on my highschool's Dance Team.
Why yes, I am.
______________________
Number 10.
Sequels*
_______________________
Number 9.
People who like MIA because of Pineapple Express.
That movie looks like crap, and MIA could have done a LOT better.
____________________________________
Eight!?
The fact that i neve see Jenny Usovicz any more, AND she doesn't update her blog!
(Honestly Jenny, Face-stalking can only tell me so much.) ....(I don't really Face-Stalk people...well one except that one time.)
______________________________________
Number 9-2=?
The fact that I can no longer get creative with my "annoyance" count down.
____________________________________
Number 6.
Theater bitches.
I mean, there are a lit of legitimately nice theater people, but a large percentage of them are diva, "i'm so much better than you despte the fact I suck" Hoes. I don't care if you can hit a G without going into Falsetto. I don't care if you have a 3 octave range. (because I have a 3 and a half, and I can hit a Bb.......BITCH.)
Ps. If you can find the ironic statement in this blog, and tell me what it is... I'll like, love you forever.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Love <3
I honestly don't know why I'm posting this.
ps. I'm not in a relationship. I also haven't been in one in a while actually.
___________________________________
Everyone wants to find a special someone to share their life with, whether that be in short term, or forever. I guess I'm just one of those people that wants to be in a relationship. I spend so much time thinking about what the perfect relationship is, and I really want to meet someone that I can come to love.
I have had a lot of strange experiences when it has come to love. I've been in relationships that mostly, could not have gone worse, and I feel as though those instances were all my fault. I've also been kissed by someone I barely knew at the time, and I've never been in a relationship that hasn't ended badly.
I'm just batting 1000, aren't I?
Haha.
But I have met a few people that I have been attracted to, and I wish I were better about articulating how I feel. Ha.
Sometimes, I also feel like one person in particular might feel the same way i do about them;I don't know whether or not I'm wrong. Maybe they just have the same problem I do, and can't articulate what they want to say?
To that person:
All I have to say is, tell me how you feel.
I won't make you regret it.
I don't want someone carrying around a secret because of me.
If you have feelings for me, I would rather know, than you hiding it.
That might sound a little conceited...but I honestly doubt there is someone reading this who is going to confess anything to me. However, if there IS someone who feels this way, I want them to be honest. Honesty is something I love more than anything. if you have the bravery to tell me how you feel, I have an amazing level of respect for you.
ps. I'm not in a relationship. I also haven't been in one in a while actually.
___________________________________
Everyone wants to find a special someone to share their life with, whether that be in short term, or forever. I guess I'm just one of those people that wants to be in a relationship. I spend so much time thinking about what the perfect relationship is, and I really want to meet someone that I can come to love.
I have had a lot of strange experiences when it has come to love. I've been in relationships that mostly, could not have gone worse, and I feel as though those instances were all my fault. I've also been kissed by someone I barely knew at the time, and I've never been in a relationship that hasn't ended badly.
I'm just batting 1000, aren't I?
Haha.
But I have met a few people that I have been attracted to, and I wish I were better about articulating how I feel. Ha.
Sometimes, I also feel like one person in particular might feel the same way i do about them;I don't know whether or not I'm wrong. Maybe they just have the same problem I do, and can't articulate what they want to say?
To that person:
All I have to say is, tell me how you feel.
I won't make you regret it.
I don't want someone carrying around a secret because of me.
If you have feelings for me, I would rather know, than you hiding it.
That might sound a little conceited...but I honestly doubt there is someone reading this who is going to confess anything to me. However, if there IS someone who feels this way, I want them to be honest. Honesty is something I love more than anything. if you have the bravery to tell me how you feel, I have an amazing level of respect for you.
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