Love <3

I honestly don't know why I'm posting this.
ps. I'm not in a relationship. I also haven't been in one in a while actually.
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Everyone wants to find a special someone to share their life with, whether that be in short term, or forever. I guess I'm just one of those people that wants to be in a relationship. I spend so much time thinking about what the perfect relationship is, and I really want to meet someone that I can come to love.
I have had a lot of strange experiences when it has come to love. I've been in relationships that mostly, could not have gone worse, and I feel as though those instances were all my fault. I've also been kissed by someone I barely knew at the time, and I've never been in a relationship that hasn't ended badly.

I'm just batting 1000, aren't I?
Haha.

But I have met a few people that I have been attracted to, and I wish I were better about articulating how I feel. Ha.
Sometimes, I also feel like one person in particular might feel the same way i do about them;I don't know whether or not I'm wrong. Maybe they just have the same problem I do, and can't articulate what they want to say?

To that person:

All I have to say is, tell me how you feel.
I won't make you regret it.
I don't want someone carrying around a secret because of me.
If you have feelings for me, I would rather know, than you hiding it.

That might sound a little conceited...but I honestly doubt there is someone reading this who is going to confess anything to me. However, if there IS someone who feels this way, I want them to be honest. Honesty is something I love more than anything. if you have the bravery to tell me how you feel, I have an amazing level of respect for you.